Thursday, January 12, 2017


"Columnists and magazines that a month ago were saying #NeverTrump are now vibrating with the frisson of his audacity." May 20, 2016

"The three-part process by which the gross becomes taken for granted has been on matchlessly grim view this past week in the ascent of Donald Trump."

"If Trump came to power, there is a decent chance that the American experiment would be over. This is not a hyperbolic prediction; it is not a hysterical prediction; it is simply a candid reading of what history tells us happens in countries with leaders like Trump. Countries don’t really recover from being taken over by unstable authoritarian nationalists of any political bent, left or right—not by Peróns or Castros or Putins or Francos or Lenins or fill in the blanks. The nation may survive, but the wound to hope and order will never fully heal. Ask Argentinians or Chileans or Venezuelans or Russians or Italians—or Germans. The national psyche never gets over learning that its institutions are that fragile and their ability to resist a dictator that weak. If he can rout the Republican Party in a week by having effectively secured the nomination, ask yourself what Trump could do with the American government if he had a mandate." ...Adam Gopnik, New Yorker

The most important question regarding the claims in my initial post is why?  Simply to
manufacture doubt and distrust in facts, logic, nuance, governments, reality itself and
to make sure erosion seeps into U.S. mainstream news, politics and culture.  This serves
autocrats like Russia's Putin and others very well.  As authoritarians they get to say what is true.
Just look at what passes for populist right wing politics.  Meanwhile...

...the following video by Dr. Michio Kaku does not fit that category.


After land, sea, air, the internet and space, there is another final frontier, another domain of contention and warfare.  The sixth domain, the human brain and the control of same.   

Blizzard of Lies: 
Cognitive dissonance however is hard to avoid.  The experts precede me.  As in...
"The 1st rule of Fight Club (paid trolling)...never talk about Fight Club...unless 
wearing ski masks and floral shirt on this excellent Samantha Bee Show segment... 

...thousands of bogus fear and doom disinformation videos and websites pretending 
to expose (U.S. never Russkie) government sponsored mind control who all but 
stand on their heads to tell viewers that all these sausage fact-ory news videos, 
pro and con YT comments, all disinformation channels, sites, blogs are made by 
paid or volunteer Psy-Ops contractor liars4hire whose job is to imitate the paranoid 
style of fear and doom, confusion and delusion.  

Then again, the above video is comedian Samantha Bee doing a comedy 
interview from Moscow.  What serious news person can take this seriously?  
Everything said is totally accurate but that simple fact is offset by the comedy 
format which can be said to be easily rigged by using English speaking 
Russian students or comedians claiming to be paid troll disinformants.  

The comedy format also seems to be acceptable to troll networks themselves
because at that point they can get creatively Orwellian by attacking one of 
their main targets, the Western MSM.   Under the Sam Bee video are comments 
giving false praise to the comedian as doing better job of reporting on nasty troll 
purveyors of alternative "news" than serious MSN reporters. 

But not so fast.  In my view of things, few of the perfectly scripted videos in the
You Tube "alternative" fear and doom video categories are made by the mentally ill
which is counter to Doctor Vaughan Bell and the NY Times 2008 link below.

This is the psychiatrist who runs the popular appropriately named "Mind Hacks"
psychology blog.  Dr. Bell and Yale Professor Dr. Hoffman state these sites and
videos are by and for those who are likely mentally ill.  Even considering video
editing few of these soft news novelty video narrators who claim to be so-called
"targeted individuals" stumble over words or thoughts regardless of how comical
or willfully ridiculous those words and thoughts are.  Which means they are scripted
and anyone can rehearse or edit a flawless video.  Yeah, maybe.  IMO, the intentionally
bizarre content is offset by shear volume of channels of multiple videos numbering
in the many thousands.

In my view, the internet doesn't have nearly as many actual zoolander lunatics as is now believed.

It's a good idea for media friendly professionals like Dr. Bell to come to easy
conclusions that all these videos are to be dismissed as made by the ill informed or
mentally ill and nothing more?  For a credible person to say otherwise would be
professional suicide and public humiliation.  It's left to comedians like Samantha Bee and,
well, shitty writers like me to say otherwise.  And now the post election media finally
piles on with "revelations" about "fake news" as if it's anything new.  Serious "news"
headlines ask the question, "Did Russian's Hack The U.S. Election?"  This leaves
"alternative" right wing Breitbart media and so-called gateway journalists, Glenn
Greenwald, denying the story and playing the serious journalist voice of reason part
to perfection.  When convenient.  Greenwald walks a necessarily fine line because of
Ed Snowden and his precarious status in Russia and his home country, America.

Dr. Bell, in his best most con-vincing professional Brit accented voice might pull a
Glenn Greenwald and say that my claims are nothing more than "Russians Are Coming"
Cold War Joe McCarthy Russophobic paranoia without proof.  Or that speculative blogs like
this merely add to the problem.  A mere lefty meta conspiracy theory of conspiracy theories.
I would naturally say that inference and common sense as well as the CIA and FBI imply
otherwise even considering the fact that private software companies and the CIA utilize
in-house hacking software and malware to hack political opposition emails and rig elections.

But when categorizing thousands of channels as sausage fact-ories with similar
themes, lingo and paranoid fantasies I imply they are all operating in concert.
Which can put me in categories Dr. Bell talks about along with patients in P-Doc
waiting rooms talking to themselves about Russian trolls hacking their underwear.
Bell might be diplomatic and say I'm merely misinformed.

How can most of these sites have similar themes and points of view?  Neurotics 
and delusionals have a tendency to imitate each other, right?  Yes they do in an 
effort to share their particular view of the world.  Sounds great doesn't it?  
Except some people have a tendency to overplay that particular hand.  
Like those who live and die by the DSM and those who use it to gaslight any 
and all opposition. 

Psychiatrists might be very familiar with the inconvenient term "Troll Farm" whether
Russian, Israeli hasbara or U.S. Religious Right in origin.  But in light of the preceding
paragraph might also be quick to diagnose delusion and paranoia and just as quickly
whip out prescription pads nonetheless.  I would plead, but doctor, sir, before you
section me please believe that this blog is far from a lefty DSM cliché.  "Famous last
words", he would reply, "they all say that."  Unfortunately these are not my last words
on the subject.

Of course the videos in question promote the very thing they pretend to be against.
And like all good lies these videos, websites, contain a modicum of honey-trap truth.
IOW, videos and blogs pretending to be fighting mind control are in themselves the purest
form of mind control via repetition and shear numbers of videos, comments, sites, blogs,
forums. Why?  Superficially to degrade the internet which in itself poses a threat mainly
to closed autocratic societies and fundamentalist authoritarian ideologies.  Russian troll
farm networks degrade credible news and in the process reverse the onslaught of pervasive
Western news and culture which tends to put closed autocratic societies like Russia,
China and Islamist societies in a bad light.

Then again, in the act of waking up from history, degrading the internet and reality itself
hardly makes a difference especially when a Soprano level thug/ reality show Republican
assumes the Presidency.

These mind control, chemtrail, FEMA coffin videos and comments aren't the mentally
ill imitating each other.  These pretenders are opposite of insane.  They use the same fear
and doom style as the very sane westerners mentioned in the paragraph below who act in the
name of the American and European fringe radical right wing pretending to be persecuted
and beyond political or ideological binary constructs of right and left.

Blaming reptilian aliens, "globalist elites" or Illuminati comes in handy and allows them room
to make outrageous National Enquirer claims without it reflecting on the right wing worldwide
or Republican libertarian establishments in the U.S.  Of course "the Masons", "NWO", and
Illuminati are bogus dogwhistle terms used by the delusional AND also disinformation
peddlers who do everything they can to put themselves in the outlier "alternative" unaligned
category.  Apart from Alex Jones and David Icke this is especially true when you are part of a propaganda network funded by an entire Petrostate with enough money to launch thousands
of videos and websites, thousands of hackers in an effort to degrade and undermine politicians,
the internet, institutions, news and objective reality.  But how do I know that?

What I am saying goes beyond the impossible to the unpossible.  IOW, superficially
this blog can be seen as cognitively dissonant as the videos in question which could just be
the opinions of people who might look at the world differently and who hold different views
and opinions from my own?  Certain assumptions are valid in the absence of definitive proof.
We don't live in a post-fact post truth world no matter what headlines say.  Russian dissidents
and expatriots have seen this coming for years.  And the world just assumes the role of
willfull blindness.  Until a seemingly magic switch is thrown or signal is given.  At that
moment everything on this page will be considered to be part of a legitimate debate.

Never underestimate the power of political PR even from strident pretend fools like El
Presidenté, Donald Trump, his Religious Right supporters, the Jim Bakker and Franklin
Graham's of the world.  Small "l" libertarians like Alex "Skull and Bones" Jones and Jones'
European counterpart, David Icke, along with thousands of imitators, fake You Tube internet
radio troll farm salesmen all claiming to deliver "alternative" right wing "news" "the
government doesn't want you to know."

The above all but admit to being on the same level as bizarre tabloids Globe and National
Enquirer run by Trump buddy David Pecker (great name).  One step "up" would be
the previously mentioned Alex Jones, Glenn Beck, WorldNetDaily, Breitbart, Drudge,
talk radio and Fox News.

The Republican Party as political lie machine over and above political lying is rich enough
to pacify and cater to extreme outliers for the purpose of propping up mainstream Republicans
and vice versa.  Pretty soon the outliers through shear numbers and manic fanatic demagogic
energy become normalized into the new mainstream.  How many believe their own nonsense?

Power is what matters.  And contractor money.  All they have to do is keep repeating and
repeating and shoveling the propaganda which for many people makes anything true as
long as it resonates with core identity programming.  I mean "values."

Trump never believed his own birther claims and I'm not the only one who "knew"/
assumed that.  Wow, there's that "assumed" word again.  Is it such a leap to say that
Alex Jones and David Icke are reasonably sane and don't for a minute believe half the
paranoid style gibberish that comes out of their mouths despite all claims to the contrary?
Not at all.

They are just a few of the many who are lying and improvising.  It's their job to distract and
divert attention away from certain questions except when they're presented in the context of frat-
house pot induced, like wow, Twilight Zone speculation.  Speculation that seems to stop
at consideration of external solid objects and their quantum porousness.  What matters are
the actors on this staged reality show.  The only questions worth asking are: who are you?
And whose asking? 

Wednesday, January 11, 2017


"Trump’s 1987 trip represented his first public exploration of business prospects in Moscow. He went with his then-wife, ­Ivana, to scope out sites for luxury hotels he hoped to build in a joint venture with the Kremlin’s hotel and tourism agency, according to Trump’s memoir, “The Art of the Deal,” which was published the same year."

"But the Russia quest continued. In his 2008 speech, Donald Jr. announced that he had traveled to Russia six times in the previous 18 months. But, he said, Russia presented enormous challenges."

“As much as we want to take our business over there, Russia is just a different world,” the younger Trump said. “It is a question of who knows who, whose brother is paying off who. . . . It really is a scary place.”...Washington Post 6/2016

Tuesday, January 10, 2017







More extremely tall people of both sexes does not usually qualify for mention.  I'm six foot
and no longer considered short or tall.  In the middle as usual.  Each generation gets taller.
Much taller.

I briefly spoke to a woman at the Chelsea Market in NYC probably in her 70's, easily
over 6' 4" who looked to be related to another woman of average height I worked.
The older version was the only one I can remember in that age group and of that height
which means, of course, it happens and who cares?  Except that...

...extreme height is but one example of what happens when extremes of every kind 
are normalized across age groups, genders, races,  nations, geography, weather, US Presidents.  

And it will be said, "well, of course, extemely tall people stand out and are noticed and so what?"

I spoke about the large number of tall women to my sister.  First day of her 2015 arrival in NYC
we met in an Irish bar that used to be near 34th Street on 8th Ave.  A tall transvestite drew
fake whistles from the crowded bar.  On her last day in town a 6' 11" woman entered a restaurant
in a three piece male suit and tie.  I didn't think to take out my i-Pad for a picture.  The two non-events just happened to sandwich her visit.  6' 11" females are very rare.  6' 5" females are not common but I see them in flats and sneakers everyday.

The "whatever you do don't stare" warning was given by Han Solo in two separate Star Wars
movies before entering the Star Wars Intergalactic Cantina.  This is the zeitgeist hinting of
what was to come, not to a galaxy far far away, but as normalized extremes of our everyday.

*Like the fictional Newt Scamander, those I am trying to describe seem to eat little,
sleep little, take on distressed sexually outrageous or sexually ambiguous appearance.
One extreme to another.  Contrived appearances, contrived gender ambiguity from Room 101.
*The distressed jeans effect is like the beginning of Salman Rushdie's novel Midnight's
Children where a female wears a sheet with all the main areas covered but with holes
everywhere else.
* Street people with over-amped musculature or the opposite, drugged out sedated, covered
with tattoos, just released from rehab with red or orange sneakers, backwards ballcaps.
* Beards, man-buns growing in opposite directions, soggy bottomed on-the-down-low sweatpants.

IOW, posthumans of all ages mimicking what everyone associates with teen rebellion.
In the building next door to mine is an "August Rush" skateboarder group home.  For years
they wore dyed black hair standing straight up with yellow dyed tips like Christmas tree lights.  Could have been 15, 25, 45 or 55 years old.  August Rush was probably the only bad movie
Robin Williams ever made.  The movie continues in real life with skateboarding at all hours
with different bleeding colors on potted plant heads always ready to act against type with big
smiles compensating for illuminated "artistic" looks.

* A contrived overly polite manner is used to counter any gross weirdness such as obscurant
hair braids, bleached white hair or or dyed blond hair and beards on brown skinned males.
*Behavioral opposite extremes: grappling or deliberate blindside bumping in stores or on empty sidewalks followed by apologies.  Like with someone who looks like the black actor from the
movie "They Live."
* Other times exactly opposite: holding doors and smiling excessively like Jim Carrey from
"The Truman Show" with his famous wave and smile "have a good day, and if I don't see ya,
have a good afternoon and good night."
* Passive aggressiveness on steroids and nobody notices.  No one left to notice.
* Summer of 2016 I saw the actor Benedict Cumberbatch with completely grey Shakespearian
hair walking his dog on 23rd Street.  No one else even pretended not to notice.  He was
prepping for Shakespeare at Brooklyn's BAM before his big Marvel Dr Strange superhero
movie came out.
* 2011- 2016, too many caucasian women speaking in overly polite little girl Valley Girl
"up-talk" in NYC while fishing in their pocketbooks for wallets and exact change.
* Conversely, for a couple of years too many guys took on a deliberately fake vocal fry,
mission control exaggerated laughable macho speech pattern.  Followed by effeminacy
over and above any Google IT, gay or nerd stereotypes.

How can that be possible?  It's not.  It's the opposite of possible.

A seemingly rehearsed nonstop standup comedy act seen for a few months and replaced by
something else going from dumb to dumber.  The return of Judge Schreber's Improvisational
People?  All the same entity with different faces and genders?  Signaling what?  A sim reality?
That the end isn't just near, it already happened.  And continues to happen, Apocalypse Right Now!

Any description of extreme opposites like these can easily be dismissed as sour grapes
reflecting or projecting delusional states or bipolar opposite moods resulting in a carnival
Truman freak show delusion of my own making.  It is a freak show that much is true.

*Women that I went with in the early 2000's (mentioned elsewhere) once made a point
of licking pasta sauce off a plate in a restaurant.
* Another would put a bare hand into a restaurant buffet.
* Another one wore big cleverge in twenty degree weather and the opposite in 80+ degree weather.

The unstated multiple messages by the above:
Beyond disruptive, addicted, crazy, average or normal.  Sex?  Take it or leave it.  (Or fake it)
Once started don't try to stop it.  AND you will have to stop it.  Don't get attached.
You will become attached.  When convenient: deny who they are, deny who you are,
forget how to count, forget what year it is.  In the next instant out think and out talk anyone.

Symptoms of speed diet pill addiction or extreme menstral cycles don't begin to explain it.
None were working for any deep dark government agency getting paid in bitcoins
or any other physical currency.  None of it was the result of anger, bipolar mood change,
hot flashes, menopause, eccentricity, playing jokes, self hate, psychopathy, deficits of intelligence
or my imagination.  None of the DSM or psych-boilerplate cliches apply.  Were they trying
to get rid of me?  Of course.  Keeping me hooked?  Of course.  Either deliberately toxic and
nasty or "Yes sir, you're the boss, anything you say" extreme passivity.

Reflective of other things:
* A kind of routine hyperactivity. As a guess, not being in constant motion and busy invites some kind of automatic direct or indirect negative feedback.
* The more you directly engage or question the more they must compulsively lie.
* Benito Mussolini tough guys one instant, swallowing air the next.
* Big on fighting.  In each relationship the female picks either physical or knife fights.

* Loud nearby conversations either in gibberish English duckspeak or exaggerated foreign tongues sounding like language software modules in fast forward.
* A synchronized smart mobbing plays out in public before disbelieving eyes.
* All store lines are especially favorited for manipulation.
* For a time lots of "Dios De Los Muertos" skull tattoos and imagery on shirts and hats.
* Women's loud exaggerated greetings in OMG!  OH!  MY!  GOD! More often than too often.
* Gay and straight couples doing porno public kissing routines past the point of comedy or parody.
* Occasionally in public there's a palpable depressing "dead air" effect.  Like air sucked out of a room or out of the inner ear during a medical ear exam.  (Maxwell Smart "Cone of Silence") With certain females the opposite occurred.  A sharp zero point focus in the brain.
* Spastic male model runway penguin walk with hands in jean pockets attempting outdated
James Dean hustler style or addicted street people (Scarecrow) dreadlocked, tattooed, homeless, begging, K-2, heroin and fentanyl users stretched out on streets, in subways in and outside NYC.

* Grossly over developed over-amped fake military types (Tin Men) with arms and chests
enlarged like turkeys with bent arms swinging robot style in front instead of at their sides.

* As of mid-year 2016 there's more of a cut and buff conservative look with tapered
dress shirts, skinny dress pants, boat like dress shoes.

**Reasonable people would say this is no big deal in itself and I would agree.  If it didn't
happen just a little too often.  ("Reasonable" in this case might be defined as reading scripted
cliched lines as if from a teleprompter from behind lying eyes)

The above is the grinding boot heel.  Visual and psychological waterboarding both in variety
and monotony.  Quite a metaphysical feat of choreography.

If and when it stops it'll all seem like a bad dream.  Or events will just change in their variety.
Under no circumstances it seems can I be allowed to experience the people in this world
normally especially when committing the sin of "freeloading."  IOW, not working after retirement.  THAT must never stand.

Nothing I see is as it should be but, at the same time, nothing looks flagrantly out of sync to non-existent observers.  All can be seen as classic ______(fill in the symptomatic blanks) or just
crotchety dementia, Alzheimer's, "evident lack of insight", the usual DSM language of
convenience sounding more comical and weirder than what is being described.

I don't have any particular need for complete normalcy or want people to look like me,
or like Tru-man Burbank and certainly not like Donald Tru-mp (Lying King), he of
spray-can hair and face-on-fire complexion.


So who, what, when, where, and most importantly, why?  They used to be valid questions. 

Another question needs to be asked.  Who is this blog addressed to?  Who is likely to 
even pretend to read or believe any of it?  The answer is nada, NO ONE. 

The following is a Wiki entry regarding unwitting volunteer CIA Harvard programs 
of the 1950's.  IOW, a little context regarding what has been showing up on countless 
bogus internet sites and You Tube channels designed to discredit the real thing.  They 
provide honeytrap hints of a silent disruption beyond anything so trivial as MKULTRA government or contractor secret plots.  
  •   EDIT

    From the fall of 1959 through the spring of 1962, (Dr.) Murray was responsible 
    for the ethically questionable, CIA-sponsored MK ULTRA experiments in which twenty-two undergraduates were used as research subjects.[3][4] Among other purposes, Murray's experiments focused on measuring people's reactions under extreme stress. 
  • Unwitting undergraduates submitted to what Murray himself called "vehement, sweeping and personally abusive" attacks. Assaults to their egos, cherished ideas and beliefs were the vehicle used to cause high levels of stress and distress. Among them was 16-year-old Ted Kaczynski, who went on to become the Unabomber, a serial killer targeting academics and technologists. [5] Alston Chase's book Harvard and the Unabomber: The Education of an American Terrorist connects Kaczynski's abusive experiences under Murray to his later criminal career. Theodore John Kaczynski, was given the code name "Lawful".

The above was a CIA program likely expanded beyond the laboratory into campus life
in the case of one, Ted Kaczynski with his 170 IQ.  The above wording perfectly describes
something predating the CIA.  It describes a systematic psychological waterboarding assault.

(Imagine the KGB FSB version?  But hey, things have changed with Putin.  "Only"
journalists and opposition candidates are killed.  Not like under Stalin where anyone
rumored to be subversive was killed with plenty of gulag free labor.  IOW: political
dissidents, the unlucky, homosexuals, gypsies, Jews, Czarists, the insane, drug addicts,
orphans etc).

IOW, the above serves as an approximation of something that is not now and never was
confined to very intelligent but susceptible Harvard crash-test dummy undergraduate
"volunteers."  In the version I describe no human could be anything but susceptible
when subject to what is beyond my means of description.

This blog is an approximation that only mimics the reality.  I will attempt to 
provide the only "proof" of claim that I am aware of which can barely be 
considered circumstantial.  When context is provided it might be slightly 
more than circumstantial.  It might provoke the question, "WTF is going on here?"  
If there's anyone left besides me with enough curiosity to even ask.  

Sunday, January 1, 2017


Ob-ama Wan Kanobi you were our last hope...
in fighting the weirdest creatures you've ever seen...
You will never find a more retched hive of Trumpian scum and villainy...

On The Amazon, a loose metaphor for NYC:


* Extreme man-made climate change across the earth. 
* Extreme displacement of nine simultaneous "Arab Spring" Islamic civil wars.
* Extreme right wing nationalist resurgent politics worldwide. 
Millions of displaced flowing into Western and Easten Europe and the Americas. 
* Extreme economic volatility, the 2008 Great Recession to the collapse of oil to Brexit.
* Extreme 6' 8" Tatooined humanoids gay and straight out of Moz Cantina, NYC.
Now what is all this about extreme size and height?  I don't see 6' 5" women every time I go out.
But close to it.  The average height is still supposed to be 5' 10 for men and 5' 6" for women.

There are internet sites and videos about "sons of God" and "daughters of men" nephilim
who supposedly existed before Noah referenced not just on biblical sites but on hundreds 
of rigged bogus blogs and videos whose deliberately provocative fake presentation repeats 
the terms "Reptilians" and "ancient space aliens" to convince those not in on the joke 
that the internet is teaming with sub IQ 80 Religious Right delusional nutjobs.

A few are...nuts that is.  A few videos and comments are by and for the insane but the majority
of fringe sites and channels are by people who are the opposite of insane.  If these were a
couple of hundred sites no one including me would care.  The same troll/ bot farms likely also account for toxic internet trolling and threats directed mainly at women always said to be
by male Gamergate fanatics of all ages.  IMO, it is all done to degrade internet usage for
everyone and women in particular.  This blog might indicate who these idiots are generally
which means nothing as Leonard Cohen used to say, because "That's the way it goes, everybody knows."  Except slow learner me.

Are the videos, forums and blogs on mind control, "targeted individuals", chemtrails, aliens,
FEMA coffin, financial, nuclear, Fukushima, and religious end-times-all-the-time all by the
same few loosely defined troll networks all with the same motive?  No, not all.  The vast majority.  On social networks like You Tube they're the work of few troll farms mostly I would guess of
Russian origin along with the usual suspects like Alex Jones, David Icke and hundreds of
imitators doing YT fake recorded call-in talk radio shows doing "alternative" "news" the
"government doesn't want you to know."

Am I am telling my nonexistent readers that there is something wrong that goes slightly
beyond my personal projections of what people should look like, think like or what
should and should not be?  Yes I am.  There's no one listening except for one nonexistent
female follower.  The first one was identified as from US military Intel.  Stupidly bogus.
Replaced by her opposite, a retired US expatriate living in South of France who favors 911 conspiracies cultivated mainly by the extreme right wing, and by RT or Sputnik "news" outlets
presenting themselves as legitimate.  Everyone is supposed to forget they are fronts for the
prototypical surveillance klepto petrostate, Russia.  Master propagandists who, like a lot of
pretender compulsive lying liars, point the finger of blame everywhere but at themselves.

Besides my being a retired, lazy, 6' aging boomer who might look to 40 - 50 of average health,
who doesn't take prescription or non-prescription drugs, no hair dye, no nose rings or ponytails,
no shaved head, dreads, addictions, no tattoos, man buns/ beards/ mood swings going in opposite directions.

Pretty dull and nothing in common with posthumans too numerous to count who look straight
out of a Trump inaugural speech, the meth amphetamined "Mad Max" barren rusted-out drug
infested or walking monument alien hookers from the 1996 movie, "Mars Attacks."  The aliens
are not from space.  They're from Earth.  Or like the old Twilight Zone segment maybe I'm the alien.

On the internet there is a special emphasis on endtimes-all-the-time which for many means there
is no future because it's literally always Apocalypse Now!  Recycled over and over through wars, famine, recycled lifetimes and whose voice has always been SILENT.  The internal latent witness
aspect is no longer silent.  Maybe the drama and the fire will come next week.

Oingo Boingo from The Ritz of NYC 30 years ago:

All the negatives mentioned before the OB video that I avoid are constants of visual 
extremes experienced day after day far in excess of what should be characteristic of 
my or any densely populated mixed neighborhood.  It could be said that this blog is 
an exhibit A example of how projecting negativity affects the content of a persons world view.  This blog can be seen as an "The Only Little Boy In New York" delusional manifesto illustrative of wild imaginings or lack of coping abilities.  Some of that is true just like the 1960's were a shock for my father.  Except that none of what I see can be explained by 
the usual default settings. 

My imagination isn't up to the task of projecting or imagining what I see in the streets 
of NYC every single day.  

Crowds, loud music, differences and disruptions that are part of or exceed the average persons
day to day experience are no big deal for me.  What I am describing is "unpossible" except
that nothing written about here can be considered proof.  Except by me, a left behinder
who still can't believe his lying eyes.  Per the song, my invite either has or hasn't arrived...
to a party where no one's alive...

....NYC in a time warp looking more and more like the NYC of 1984 without the crime.
The city has become a dead zone, an overcrowded graveyard reflective of things that are part
of and apart from global events.  Disrupted people not accounted for by official or unofficial
U-6 unemployment, the homeless, addicted or displaced migrants but includes all of those.
As of post election 2016 things are improving slightly.  As if the election of "The Don", a
reality show host and real estate mafioso, has somehow pacified some invisible beast whose
existence doesn't depend on the price of oil such as Russia, Alaska, Texas, Saudi Arabia.

Conservative looks now alternate with Zoolander posthuman wildlife.  (A tweet by Ben Stiller
who acted in the movie Zoolander just crossed my screen.  Jussst coincidence.  I sub to Stiller
on Twitter but I usually never see anything by him.)

The reality is mirrored on TV and movie entertainment (Gotham, Left Behind, Walking Dead,
Star Wars) but never openly acknowledged except on rigged sites using rhetoric and paranoid
images designed to be seen as the product of delusion and lunacy. These are disinformation not misinformation sites.  In my view these are not the mentally ill imitating each other.  Gang
stalking testimonials by people looking and talking just a little to scripted, never fumbling over thoughts or words.  Always claiming large numbers like themselves being mind control, stalked, "electronically harassed" 24/7 by U.S. government intelligence or police networks.  How convenient.

Aside from TV and movies any other existential anguish is to be confined to fiction or
paintings like "Der Schrei der Natur" a/k/a "The Scream of Nature" by Edvard Munch.
IMO, the painting resonates with circumstances surrounding a certain Judge named
Daniel Paul Schreber (Schrei) who had his famous Freudian second psychotic "nervous
episode" in 1893 the same year as one of the Munch paintings.  With the "other", the alien,
or Munch's unfortunate sister supposedly with tinnitus in the foreground who was confined to
an asylum depicted in the background below the bridge.

A screaming comes across the sky.  It has happened before, but there is nothing to compare it to now."  Famous timeless opening lines to Thomas Pynchon's 1973 novel Gravity's Rainbow regarding WWII German V-2 rockets over London.  It happened 
before and after when the scream of 747 airliners used as missiles were heard 
over New York City.  The carnage was seen by me from a distance and also on TV. 

2003 - 2005 an air raid siren-like electronically altered human scream was heard by me 
for years.  It resembled the old duck and cover sirens of the 1950's.  Or imminent attack sirens heard over WWII England. And then it stopped.  And no, it wasn't an auditory 
sonic trauma left over from 911.  It was more than subjective.  That's what "they" all say.