Thursday, March 12, 2015


The Central Casting Soggy Bottom Good Guys and Gwen Stefani:

In a system on a chip, peripherals are incorporated into the same integrated circuit as the central processing unit. They are still referred to as "peripherals" despite being permanently attached to (and in some sense part of) their host processor...

A loose description of the two legged versions I attempt to described on this page and throughout.

Now what does William Gibson's novel "The Peripheral" have to do with anything? 
And why was he in the same NYC subway car late 2014 standing over me with 
another guyabout his age about a month after I bought his book?  Coincidence?
It happens all the time.  Except with some people it happens a little too often.

He just happened to be wearing the same outfit as his photo on the back of the book.
I kept saying what I find myself saying all too often these days, "Is that what's-his-face?
Nah, can't be...too old.  Except that it was his face.  He was doing publicity in NYC
at the time with recorded YT interviews.

Are the people I describe below biological machines from the future with uploaded
consciousness as per Gibson's story?  No.  His vechicles are imagination, metaphor,
and allegory.  Mine unfortunately aren't.  The people I'm talking about can be classified
as human++ or, to paraphrase Orwell, double-plus ungodly.

So who, what, when, where, why? Good questions all.  Herein lies all the appearances
of contradiction not to mention insanity and madness.  The numbers on the disruptive
end are beyond description and conception.

To quote Wiki regarding unwitting volunteer CIA Harvard programs of the 1950's: 
  •   EDIT

    From the fall of 1959 through the spring of 1962, (Dr.) Murray was responsible 
    for the ethically questionable, CIA-sponsored MK ULTRA experiments in which twenty-two undergraduates were used as research subjects.[3][4] Among other purposes, Murray's experiments focused on measuring people's reactions under extreme stress. 
  • The unwitting undergraduates were submitted to what Murray himself called
  •  "vehement, sweeping and personally abusive" attacks. Assaults to their egos, cherished ideas and beliefs were the vehicle used to cause high levels of stress and distress. Among them was 16-year-old Ted Kaczynski, who went on to become the Unabomber, a serial killer targeting academics and technologists. [5] Alston Chase's book Harvard and the Unabomber: The Education of an American Terrorist connects Kaczynski's abusive experiences under Murray to his later criminal career. Theodore John Kaczynski, was given the code name "Lawful".

The above was a small CIA program, a footnote of seemingly little importance.  What if the
experiment was expanded beyond the laboratory into campus life in the case of one, Ted
Kaczynski.  Even if that wasn't the case the above wording perfectly describes something
that predates the CIA.  It describes a systematic psychological waterboarding assault of
the senses.  It functions beyond any security agency program and beyond mine or anyone's projections of persecutory paranoia.  It has always been and will continue to be beyond belief.

IOW, the above serves as an approximation of something that is not now and never was
confined to very intelligent but susceptible Harvard crash-test dummy undergraduate
guinnea pigs.  In the version I describe below no human could be anything but susceptible
when subject to what is beyond description.

Force and physical contact with those few on the receiving end happens on occasion 
but is avoided because it isn't needed.  Physical force is replaced by a kind of non-stop
visual assault by way of a real world imposed augmented reality conveniently overriding
any local or government laws which aren't even considered.  Complaints, lawsuits are 
nullified due to lack of evidence.  The only "proof" that I am aware of cannot even be considered circumstantial.  

Stranger than fiction events are comparable to scenes from the 1990 movie "Jacob's Ladder"
minus combat related PTSD or the Hollywood elements of demons, drugs, flashbacks,
exploding cars and the contrived cop-out ending.

The lead character Jacob Singer (Tim Robbins) is a combat marine stabbed in the stomach
by one of his own men while in Vietnam.  He is found in the jungle with his intestines
outside his body.  Singer is rescued by helicopter to a base camp hospital.  The movie then
picks up on what is supposed to be his post war civilian life.

In 1985 I had successful sternum to pelvic bone surgery.  Ten inches of transverse intestine
was removed due to what was said to be a pre-cancerous blockage.  I was in my late 30's.

Unlike the movie I later experienced a 6 - 8 month marathon of involuntary total sleep
deprivation without stimulant prescription or street drugs.  Considered impossible and
as close as anyone wants to get to a living proxy for death.

At one point the movie shows a civilian Jacob Singer at a crowded NYC apartment party.
He experiences confusion and flashbacks which develope into a 106 fever.  His wife,
played by Elizabeth Peña, gets him into an ice bath to lower his body temperature.
The shock sends him into delirium, he blacks out and imagines himself in bed with
his Jewish ex-wife.  He says the room feels like 10 degrees mirroring the ice bath.
His ex considers the room temperature to be no big deal.

Here's how that translates.  In the 1970's I am invited to "sleep" with a partly Jewish female
I'd been seeing who was always said to be "married."  My guess being she would get pregnant
by a male loosely defined as a "husband" and would then sleep with me in between pregnancies.

At some point in the night her apartment feels to be at least 10 degrees.  She says the heat
is turned off at night.  When I try to touch her her body is too hot to get close to.  She is
burning up and very casually notices nothing wrong.  This happened long before the movie.

Awake all night in the cold I go to work the next morning and, of course, see her "husband"
coming from his night job.  We turn around at the same time as we pass.  He probably knows
what's going on but it is all made to seem like high intrigue.  Like a movie.  The invitation,
the room temperate, her temperature and the morning meeting was a contrived stupid
arrangement designed to provoke guilt and confusion about the motivations of the woman
I thought I knew.  The room and body temperatures of that night, like the relationship itself,
were not part of anything natural.  The room was beyond cold, her body beyond hot.  I
was the only one not in on the joke.

There are scenes in the movie of insidious crazed doctors with the usual big needles.
This is replaced in reality by "nice guy" smiling student dentists applying needless
painful injections into the chin cavity inside my lower gums.  Smiling student Asian dentist
denied everything.  He knew I would yell out in a crowded clinic which I haven't done
at the hands of dentists since the sixth grade.  Everyone stays in character except me.

Jacob experiences the extreme guilt that comes with the death of a son in an auto accident.
Apart from anything mentioned here extreme guilt is used for the sake of manipulation.

What I try and fail to describe above and below is all too similar to the shocks
depicted in post war civilian parts of the movie except for the fact that the reality
is less dramatic.  No wandering onto subway tracks or getting off at abandoned
Bergen Street stations in Brooklyn.  The people seen by Jacob on subways are
comparable to what I see except my encounters are more numerous.  Ever see a fake
subway fight with real people bouncing off seats inside a moving subway car?
I was not involved but I could see the contrived desperation of it unfolding in front of me.

Jacob experiences one visual shock after another.  He is abducted and escapes
three men in a moving auto.  At one point in April of 2014 I am pined to
the floor of a lower Manhattan bar after being asked to leave for no apparent reason.
There was no trouble, no inebriation in a near empty bar.  One guy for each leg
and one with his knee on my chest holding down my arms.  He knows his knee is
stopping me from breathing and talking normally.  My ID is taken, I am cuffed,
no ID is shown to me, an ambulance comes and I am driven to to Presbyterian
Hospital where the only people I talk to are uncomprehending security.  I sit down
for a few seconds and walk out.

No medical procedures, no blood pressure taken but the ambulance bills my
insurance for over a thousand dollars.

The next day I stupidly see the same guy who kneeled on my chest working behind the
counter at a bakery that I frequent.  He has striped tattoos running down his arms,
he goes into a martial arts stance as soon as I see him with his arms together at
the elbows Shaolin style.  I call him a moron.  He laughs and immediately heads
into a back room.  A nonsensical set of events straight out of a nightmare scenario.

At the end of Jacob's Ladder all events are depicted as part of a dream.  To me it
is a dumb waking nightmare.  Beyond billing statements there is no evidence.
The intestinal resection surgery might yet lead to immune complications...or not.

Is this a bid for attention and trying to make sense of my life by making simpleminded
comparisons to a cult movie?  Sometimes rational explanation sound more contrived
than even the reality still happening as I type.

(Saw Robbins playing street hockey in the park on sixth and Houston St. in Greenwich
Village a few years ago looking bored out of his mind, 6' 7" on his roller blades,
looking nothing close to his age and unrecognized by passersby in his helmet.  He is
currently appearing in movies again.  And wouldn't you know it?  Another version of
Jacob's Ladder is said to be in the works.  PR for a probable stupid TV caricature this is NOT.)

What is happening to me is completely undetectable, completely unprovable and always
dismissed by automatic default positions of insanity or paranoid delusion.  Are people
in the entertainment industry and screenwriters like Bruce Joel Rubin making subtle
and not so subtle fictional references to a reality that no one is capable of directly acknowledging?
Yes they are.  (And no, they aren't sending clues through the movie screen that only I can read)

Automatic reactions like: "now who in the real world is going to go to all that trouble?"
"You must consider yourself someone special"  "A "center of the world" narcissistic paranoid
persecution complex kind of guy." "Is everyone's in on the conspiracy?"  No, "they" are
not.  Upon retiring in 05 one wise guy I worked with made a point of telling me that I would
find out what it was like to be among the slackers, stoners, unemployed, impaired, lazy
"daytime people" who don't work.  In no way are the descriptions on this page exaggerated.
In no way are my descriptions in this blog representative of the above groups, or of any
group of people of any given time or place.

I don't consider myself exceptional, don't want to be, don't want attention, and don't
want any part of this page reality.

These completely unnerving, human++ "peripheral" types seem straight out of the
above horror movie or something from a demented "central casting" call.  I would
say straight out of Comedy Central because that is exactly what all this sounds like.
I would say that except for the fact that these very high functioning morons
described above and below are completely serious and the above two plus-marks
after the word human are completely applicable and accurate.

Everything described in this blog does not originate in any particular time period
or country.  (Jazz cigarettes, drugs, or psychosis, are also timeless but are not involved)
It is made obvious again as in the West and in the U.S. in the 1960's - 1980's in the
following way.

I had no idea at the time but I suspect, without proof, that certain "new age" movements,
Macrobiotics, Bioenergetics, Sri Chinmoy, Bubba Free John, Sachidananda's Integral
Yoga and many other so-called alternative eastern and western groups were completely
serious as far as their stated intentions and completely rigged after certain points.
By who?  Some hybrid of contractors with cooperation from publicly funded security.

The mentioned alternative groups had excellent PR depending on the image they
wanted projected.  From Bubba Free John's "miracles", badboy radical beliefs,
reported orgies (likely faked or contrived for the sake of manufactured rumor) or
relatively conservative but with the guru's in question seemingly following a
unwritten script of getting "caught" "taking advantage" of female followers while
otherwise prescribing celibacy.  Deliberately provoked falls from "enlightened"
grace, IMO, as an offset to being objects of worship and fame.  IOW, deliberately
arranged fake PR both positive and negative.

IMO, many people, leaders, celebrities (Mel Gibson) manufacture deliberate public
humiliation under the guise of sex, mental illness, substance abuse or all three.
Right after he, Gibson, makes a billion dollars depicting the crucifixion of Christ
a series of incidents take place that he blames on alcohol and or a bipolar condition.
I don't buy it at all.  Public dishonor, IMO, is considered a badge of honor and
something to actually strive for in some religious quarters.  Like his for instance.

Overarching characteristics of the people I am trying to describe: (applicable to any group)
More extremely tall people of both sexes than I or anyone would consider normal or average.
Women over 6' 1" in flats are not unusual.  Males 6' 4" and over (Tim Robbins) are not
just seen by me now and then but constantly.  The fact of their being tall (not as tall as
in the video) does not qualify for mention.  I'm six foot and not normally considered short or tall.  Normally I could care less.

I briefly spoke to a woman who looked to be in her 70's, easily over 6' 4" who might
have been related to another woman of average height I worked with and went with.
The older version was the only one I can remember in that age group and that tall which
means, of course, it happens and who cares?  Except that...

extreme height is but one example of what happens when extremes of every
kind are made to become routine across age groups, genders, races and 
nationalities.  And it will be said, "well, of course, tall people stand out and 
are noticed and so what?"

Extremes made mainstream are not just confined to appearances.  They extend 
beyond my personal projections and opinions into the larger society and are 
perfectly reflected in that larger society in many ways.  Among them, extreme 
climate across the earth, extreme right wing politics given legitimacy by a 
Republican Party that has always catered to and pacified it's real and 
pretend extremists.  Birtherism is but one example.  Now we are seeing it 
again in the last two years on the left in the area of gender politics.  Extreme
violence that includes nine civil wars in Islamic countries, 60 million displaced 
Middle Eastern war displaced flowing to Europe, extreme economic volitility taking 
oil prices from over $100 to below $40.  (The Russian and Texas oil economies 
do not want a treaty with Iran that might bring Iranian oil on market further 
depressing prices.)

Did I say too many extremely tall people...?

Nephilim?  Is that the next stupid thought in the progression of extremes?
These are depicted as biblical offspring, the "sons of God" and "daughters
of men" before the Deluge of Noah referenced not just on biblical sites
but on hundreds of rigged bogus fringe internet sites that all but tell the viewer,
'our way of presentation is deliberately provocative, deliberately insane
extreme religiosity where the term "Reptilians" is always mentioned
to make sure we do everything possible to force you to say, "wow, so
many bat-crazy people on the Internet."

A few are, but in my view the majority of fringe sites and channels are the opposite.
It is not just one site or video, it is thousands deliberately choking the internet.
(The same people might also account for the high number of toxic Internet trolls
always said to be teens or "gamers")  And are they all by the same network with
the same motive?  No not all.  The vast majority.

And how do I know that?  Am I as bad as they are with unproven assumptions?
Maybe they're just what they appear to be, opinions by true believers that differ
from mine and not some vast conspiracy?  How very comforting and convenient.
Not to mention wrong.  Circumstantially wrong.

Double and triple think extreme lying is more popular than ever.

And who am I to call something fringe or absurd when writing something like this?

Besides being a retired 6' boomer who *of course* looks to be 40's - 50's, of average
health, no medication, no nose rings or ponytails, no shaved head, dreds, drugs, man buns,
or tattoos on my head or anywhere else.  Pretty dull with nothing in common with people
who look like something straight out of Mad Max (future?), or Mad Men (past).

All the negative aspects in the last paragraph are programmed constants of visual
extremes that I experience day in and day out far in excess of what is characteristic
of my or any average big city neighborhood.  My age might suggest someone imagining, 
projecting or having profound trouble coping with the disruptions of changing 
 times, styles and attitudes etc.  

I can take more than occasional crowds, loud music, differences and disruptions
that are part of or exceed the average persons day to day experience.  What I am
describing is "unpossible" except that nothing written about here can be considered
in any way exceptional.  I am describing NYC in a time warp looking more and
more like the NYC of the 1980's without the drug related crime.  The city is
becoming a dead zone, an overcrowded graveyard or deadman's party reflective
not only of subjective events but also of larger objective global issues.

*Many of those I am trying to describe seem to eat little, sleep little and have
no particular interest in sex apart from procreation unless called upon to take
on an outrageous outdated 1980's punkish, sexually suggestive or ambiguous appearance.
Contrived appearance, contrived outrageousness, contrived gender ambiguity.

*Whether these are street people, amped or so-called hipster types with
arms covered by tattoos, all perfectly uniformed down to the off center
or backwards rally caps, the cut of beard or the one sided shaved head
or what used to be called skinhead prison chic now called street style.

*Conversly, obsessive cleanliness is also a common factor.

*A contrived overly polite manner (well gee, what's wrong with that?) also
seems to be used to counter any deliberate weirdness in appearance and to
enhance the impression of being average upstanding citizens beyond reproach.
Blindside bumping or grappling one minute like something from Fight Club,
holding doors and smiling excessively the next like scenes from "The Truman Show."
Passive aggressiveness on steroids on parade, in extremis.

*When ordering in a store too many women make a point of speaking in overly polite
exaggerated little girl "up-talk" tempos.  Or clipped tones of "yeah yeah".  Common
enough and considered a sign of politeness back in the day.  Everyday I udder the
words, "incredible, this cannot be happening...and there it is plain as day."  This isn't
anything new.  I've only just noticed for the last 16 years.

During this time I've noticed too many males take on a deliberately fake vocal fry,
mission control exaggerated macho laughable speech pattern or else the
opposite extreme, gay effeminate mannerisms and speech over and far beyond
any Google IT employee, gay or nerd stereotype.  Like a rehearsed nonstop
standup comedy act lasting for a few months and then replaced by something
else just as weird.  It gets worse...

*Women that I went with in the early 2000's once made a point of licking pasta sauce
from a plate in a restaurant.  Another would put a bare hand into a restaurant buffet.
Another wore big cleverge in very cold, below freezing weather.  Completely covered
in 80+ degrees.  Public sex was preferred on too many occasions to something normal,
like a nearby house or apartment.  I was always the one to question the insanity of it
even though I didn't protest too much.  "Hey look, is it me or is that guy staring?"
The answer from the girl, "who cares."

The multiple messages from these women:
'I have no need to operate as you do.'  'I am beyond disruptive.'
'Our relationship won't be average or normal.'  'Sex? Take it or leave it, who cares,
don't get too attached.'  'I have to act this way.'  'I'm here to do a job...'
None of these women ever said as much directly.  And no, they weren't working
for any deep dark government agency and weren't getting paid in any known currency.

None of the above was the result of anger, mood change, hot flashes, eccentricity, a joke,
self hate, psychopathy, or deficits of intelligence.  It was deliberate.  None of the
psych-boilerplate cliches apply.  (I know, who cares either way?)

*A kind of routine hyperactivity is emphasized (Hyper++) .  As a guess, not being
in constant motion invites some kind of automatic direct or indirect negative feedback.
Something like in the Disney movie "Tomorrowland" (machine shutdown) except I'm not
talking about inter-dimensional robot characters or aliens from a Disneyland new world order.

*"They" are big in music, art, entertainment, movies and meditation and at the same time....

* Big on lying and deceit exceeding even psychopathic compulsivity.  The more you
engage them the more they are compelled to lie.

* Martial arts skills, acting, entertainment, improvisation, crossword puzzles, PR, propaganda
and manipulation of sound and language and most especially, street theater of a particular kind.

Most of which are typical of certain populations and not any kind of smoking gun proof.

In summery: a 1960's or 80's retro "hipster" appearance, varying degrees of physical
deformity: physical anal retention, sliding "on the down low" pants, spastic penguin
walk, one foot too short, too many doofy addicted appearing white street people
dreadlocked, tattooed, homeless, begging, plastic flamboyants alternated with their
opposites.  Grossly over developed over-amped military types with arms and
chests so large (like upright turkeys) they are forced to move or pretend to move in stupidly
exaggerate marching styles alone or in pairs.  (I say this even considering the gyms
on every corner)

Seen and encountered until replaced by something equally monotonous and
monstrously repulsive not in kind but in frequency.  Visual psychological waterboarding.
With variety and monotony.

Nothing that I see in public is as it should be but, at the same time, nothing looks
flagrantly out of sync to casual observers.  All can be seen as classic ______(fill in the
symptomatic blanks) or just crotchety old age dementia, evident lack of insight...
move to Fla. blah blah blah.

I used to think in terms of mood, selective attention, particular preoccupations,
mistakes in perception or individual dislikes.  I have long since stopped questioning
my sanity, senses, or thinking I am having a bad day, month, year or life.

Thursday, October 2, 2014


"We can tranquilize, impede, immobilize, harass, shock, upset, stupefy, nauseate, chill, temporarily blind, deafen, or just scare the wits out of anyone the police have a proper need to control."...Rep. James Scheuer, 1970 (Harvard MBA, Columbia Law) US Congressman, NYS, 1973 - 1993.

The unfortunate realities covered in this blog are stranger than most fiction, difficult to express and even more difficult for the average person to believe.  This blog is not about 911, terrorism, new world orders, immanent police states, immanent threat or disaster, ebola, contagion or rightwing endtime fear and doom.  The cultural divide between blue and red, left and right is very real.  The differences are exaggerated and exploited by partisan media.  Many will do verbal head stands to mitigate the fact that You Tube and the Internet are being choked by manipulators of paranoia originating overwhelmingly from the populist conservative right wing of the Republican Party.

Cognitive dissonance however is hard to avoid. The experts precede me. As in...

...thousands of bogus fear and doom videos and sites that pretend to expose government sponsored mind control which are, in reality, nothing but present day manifestations of "Big Brother" doublethink manipulations by very sane people who speak and act otherwise, imitate psychosis and instigate the very thing they pretend to be against.  For what reason?   Keep reading.

The following video by Dr. Michio Kaku does not fit that category.

After land, sea, air, the internet, space, there is another final frontier, another domain of
contention.  The sixth domain, the human brain and the control of same. 

What better way to approach the brain than through sound which is invisible, can be
noninvasive but can be felt.  "Non-lethal" sound weaponry commercialized and
advertised to be used by police departments and by governments on crowds, on battlefields,
but we never hear a sound about their use on individuals in controlled settings.  Benign as
well as malevolent science fiction PR names are used that go way beyond those used on
so-called mind control YT fringe channels which use the terms Remote Neural Monitoring
and Influence", "Voice of God" and V2k or Voice To Skull.

From the free Google book, Extremely Loud" by Juillette Volker (old news by now),
names and acronyms for commercially available sound weapons:
Magnetic Audio Device, or MAD, and Sound Commander, Hyperspike, Banshee II, Sonic Nausea,
Sonic Devastator, the Inferno Intenso, the Shout, the Shriek, the Scream (used by Israel since 2004 induces nausea and dizziness. In combining two low frequencies "knees buckle, the brain aches, the stomach turns...", oh yes, yes, I'll have what she's having, give me more), the SHOFAR (by the Israeli EORD - "non-lethal" high-power acoustic radiator with 36 acoustic boxes functioning in phase to reach a claimed amplitude of 128 bD at 50 meters), The MOSQUITO by the British company Compound Security Systems (CSS). Under the name of Beethoven you can get "a sound that softens behavior" (said the website slogan before it disappeared). 


NYPD officer stands ready with the LRAD 500X at an 
Occupy Wall Street protest. on November 17, 2011 near city hall.

infrasound - Skeptics Dictionary: 

Infrasound refers to extreme bass waves or vibrations, those with a frequency 
below the audibility range of the human ear (20 Hz to 22 kHz). Even though 
these waves can't be heard by us, they can be felt and have been shown to 
produce a range of effects in some people including anxiety, extreme sorrow, 
and chills. "Loud infrasound in the range of 0.5 to 10 Hz is sufficient to activate 
the vestibular, or balance system, in the inner ear."* (PsychologistRichard Wiseman 
of the University of Hertfordshire thinks that the odd sensations that people attribute 
to ghosts may be caused by infrasonic vibrations.*)

Along with other even catchier military covert spy-talk descriptions found on legitimate
corporate sites (SARA) sometimes indicating that such and such "non-lethal" (always
in quotes in this blog) technology was abandoned as not practical as a battlefield or
crowd control weapon with no indication of further deployment or development.

What is always left out is functionality under controlled conditions apart from crowds,
demonstrations and battlefield events. How convenient?  The proof?  You'll never find it on
the internet.  You will find plenty of sites by people pretending to insanity while dropping
hints at an inconvenient reality then surrounding it with as much new world order, Illuminati
nonsense as possible so that the latter discredits the former by association.

See "The "Next" Warfare Domain" entry for relevant links that provide
a valuable context for the anecdotal but non-speculative claims made here.


"The energy used is invisible, as are its outcomes...One may manage to prove a wound was caused by a club or a Flashball but it would be more difficult to blame an LRAD...."
"Extremely Loud" Using Sound As A Weapon by Juliette Volker, free Google book.
(Sound weapons which can physically wound are useful introductions to delivery
systems that are less elaborate and at the same time much more complicated)

Not to change the subject but a New Yorker Václav Havel article struck a chord with me.áclav_Havel
Havel's Civic Forum party played a major role in the Velvet Revolution that toppled communism in Czechoslovakia in 1989. He assumed the presidency shortly thereafter, and was reelected in a landslide the following year and after Slovak independence in 1993. Havel was instrumental in dismantling the Warsaw Pact and expanding NATO

FRANZ KAFKA'S MR. K.  The New Yorker 12/01/14:

"One of them is a profound, banal, and therefore utterly vague sensation of culpability, as though my very existence were a kind of sin.  Then there is a powerful feeling of general alienation, both my own and relating to everything around me, that helps to create such feelings; an experience of unbearable oppressiveness, a need constantly to explain myself to someone, to defend myself, a longing for an unattainable order of things, a longing that increases as the terrain I walk through becomes more muddled and confusing."

About the only thing I have in common with Vaclav Havel is that my
last name also begins with H and otherwise nothing in this blog compares
to what what he experienced in prison before the Prague Spring
in the freeing of Czechoslovakia from the Warsaw Pact.

We can easily go from Kafa to Orwell.

Double Plus Un-Good: 
(bureaucratic Orwellian news-speak) 

Any corporate or government agency can get away with anything when everything 
they do, classic surveillance and use of sound weaponry mimicks and sounds 
like classic paranoia and psychosis when described after the fact having built-in 
plausible deniability.  When the above is implemented correctly it is indistinguishable 
from psychosis.  When and if the surveilled is made aware of what is happening and 
is fool enough to blog or complain as I am doing here he finds out that nothing can affect eventual outcomes.  No tinfoil Faraday screens, no religious or rare earth medals can 
make a difference. 

I used to be very smug and very sure that my version of things was "right".
There have always been mentally ill people who believe they are victimized by
whoever he or she believes the enemy or "They" happen to be.  Everything in this blog
can be interpreted in that light.  Understandable but incorrect. I was completely wrong
in my assumptions and no one could tell me otherwise.

DIRECT EXPERIENCE ON THE RECEIVING END beginning in 1994 and becoming
much more aggressive after 2001which many would say is some kind of traumatic
post 911 PTSD or some such nonsense.

1) Sound frequency combinations projecting vocal and sound effects.  A remote duel
use communication, stim/ torture that induced total sleep deprivation and
brainwashing for 3/4 of a year.  It likely has potential use for indefinite periods.

These are and are not experimemts.  Sleep deprivation for this amount of time,
normally impossible, can be made to be very routine which means keeping
a person alive and totally sleepless doesn't seem to present much of a problem
for the high functioning hyper++morons hidding behind the deceisive asset
that they and all methods used are beyond belief.

New methods are added in pursuit of absolute overwhelming
intimidation, domination and control as if always in a constant
state of war implementing no-touch torture with zero physical
contact subverting any possible local and federal laws, lawsuits
or credible complaint.  No evidence is apparent all complaints
are dismissed.

In interrogation circles what greater challenge could there be? 
Psychological and physical torture without physical touch.

Levels of magnitude beyond the now infamous no-touch torture
methodology implemented in Iraq and Guantanamo Bay, Cuba by the
Cheney Bush administration.  Sound frequency combinations are invasive,
invisible, leave no incriminating marks and yet are capable of "touching"
and causing extreme physical pain, nausea, heating of the skin or racing
heart to and potentially past the point of death.

1) Victims are kept alive and relatively healthy in a kind of functional half-life fog.
Involuntary sleep deprivation and disruption uses verbiage, sound effects, 
focused sound frequencies capable of communication, and additionally remotely 
stimulating or depressing major organs, modulating blood flow, sex drive and body fluids.

2) During that 3/4 of a year sleepless marathon the only external obvious
differences in the immediate home environment besides those mentioned
are a noticeable aerosol chemical smell (external) that probably
had stimulant effects and also an almost constant hissing white-noise-like
sound both in the ears (blood flow?) and, at times, projected into the surrounding
apartment space reaching a crescendo effect around the sleepless endpoint
or the end of sleeplessness and the beginning of another round of sleep disruption.
This occurs in the person's own living space which was and still is more of an
electronic (e) or virtual (v)-prison than a place to live.

3) Classic surveillance combined with sound frequency "monitoring"
("Monitoring" or benign understated PR talk) are inherently indistinguishable
from auditory hallucinations and psychosis.  No third party, doctor or lawyer
can tell the difference.  If anything is suspected those suspicions will most
assuredly be ignored and dismissed.

At the mere mention of "hearing voices" doctors, in these hopefully rare cases, can't
be blamed for prescribing useless anti-psychotic drugs because even the individual
being sleep deprived has no conception, reason or experience to know what's behind
any of this.  The person will believe what they are told, that they are paranoid
schizophrenic or psychotic and proceed to be compliant in taking useless medicine.

Most people who experience intractable delusion and hallucinations also experience
sleep deprivation and believe, wrongly, that they are the victims of externally
sourced plots.

After the six to eight months of sleeplessness I assumed, wrongly,
that I had a psychotic break leading to auditory hallucinations and sleeplessness.
It took me years, and increased sleep, to see things differently.  This can be seen
as an attempt to talk myself out of and change inconvenient reality except for
the fact that I will mention details that are difficult to imagine, copy, contrive or make up.

I can't prove I was completely awake for 3/4 of a year.  A typical response, "well, staying awake
that long is impossible anyway, so why even bother?"  Or "you had to have been on drugs and
forgotten that you slept for brief periods."  Or ,"What's that? You're being hit by invisible rays by invisible men?  Golly, that's too bad.  Maybe you were traumatized by 911.  Check out some Thorazine flavored Kool-Aid for speedy relief."

All kinds of scenarios can be implied or imagined: Street or prescription stimulants?
Persecution complexes along with a desperate need for attention?  Making the whole thing up
or mixing select truth and fantasy, or, or, or anything but what I'm saying.  Convenient
understandable automatic default settings that people always fall back on because what
is being said is inconvenient, repellent, boring, or makes no apparent sense.

Total sleeplessness conveniently hinders awareness of what should be obvious.
What proves eventually to be so obvious is an insidious non-imagined 24/7 remote
interference in every aspect of waking and sleeping life.  Sub-vocalized brainwashing
below levels of hearing and below consciousness can potentially account for any
remaining volition.

The above manifested more aggressively in my case around 2002 some months after 911,
while in my fifties.  But was also a continuation of a slightly more subdued series of
personal events starting in 1993-4 coincidentally after the first WTC attack.  There is
no apparent connection and if any exists it is way past my cognitive pay grade.

1994 also saw the start of some startling news revelations completely apart from
the first WTC bombing and having nothing to do with terrorism.  I will allude to it later.

This blog attempts to shed some light on the updated present day bleeding edge in
private contractor Big Brother invasiveness existing regardless of country.  My
guess at motive would be the selling of on-going recorded responses to
unrelenting psychological stress by contractors to government security agencies
post 911.  The occurances described in this blog would hardly be noticed in
countries like skinhead Russia and China as anything unusual.  It would be like
the air, so frequent as to be everywhere and nowhere to be seen.  (Except in China
where you can smell and taste the air.  A very good medium for Tai Chi)

Why private contractors? What publicly funded agency could withstand a possible
Ed Snowden style insider breech involving outright psychological torture of a countries
civilians?  There is however a built-in deniability almost guaranteeing against exposure.
The more accurate my description the less credible it sounds.  So I should stop digging
the hole deeper, right?  Nope, I'm in over my head and no matter how hard I dig the
hole stays at the same depth.  The level of experience stays the same.  Terrible.


(always projected into "the future")


Photo: Joint Base Lewis McChord / Flickr

"It’s been fashionable in military circles to talk about cyberspace as a 
"fifth domain” for warfare, along with land, space, air and sea. But 
there’s a sixth and arguably more important war fighting domain 
emerging: the human brain."

"This new battlespace is not just about influencing hearts and minds
with people seeking information. It’s about involuntarily penetrating, 
shaping, and coercing the mind in the ultimate realization of Clausewitz’s 
definition of war: compelling an adversary to submit to one’s will. 
And the most powerful tool in this war is brain-computer interface (BCI) 
technologies, which connect the human brain to robotic systems."

"Where BCIs can provide opportunities for injured or disabled soldiers 
to remain on active duty post injury, enable paralyzed individuals to 
use their brain to type, or allow amputees to feel using bionic limbs
they can also be exploited if hacked. BCIs can be used to manipulate 
or kill for security or humanitarian purposes, the reality is that 
misapplication of such research and technology has significant 
implications for the future of warfare."

"Recently, security expert Barnaby Jack demonstrated the vulnerability of 
biotechnological systems by highlighting how easilypacemakers and implantable 
cardioverter-defibrillators (ICDs) could be hacked, raising fears about the 
susceptibility of even life-saving biotechnological implants. This vulnerability 
could easily be extended to biotechnologies that connect directly to the brain,
 such as vagus nerve stimulation or deep-brain stimulation."

(Security expert "Barnaby Jack" died in 2013)

"Outside the body, recent experiments have proven that the brain can control and maneuver quadcopter drones and metal exoskeletons. How long before we harness the power of mind-controlled weaponized drones – or use BCIs to enhance the power, efficiency, and sheer 
lethality of our soldiers?"

The Wired article is not just posing these facts for the sake of drama. 
It is asking the reader to just use some inference, some imagination as to the
actual possibilities that are not made public.  Methods that mix technology
and what is usually thought to be something akin to "magic" but is not.
In reality there is no compunction about doing no-touch involuntary psychological
experimentation on civilians.  All of it is sanctioned and winked at as no big deal.
Does anyone think that BCI or sound weapons are the ultimate in interrogation techniques?
What if it was possible to hack a telepresence into a persons psyche?  What if sleep
deprivation for extreme lengths of time were a proxy for death leaving the subject
open to manipulation?

The average smug individual like I used to be has little to worry about except getting
all angry at NSA spy overreach on one hand and if we are attacked again getting
understandably angry about that.  The media feel entitled to cover each in isolation
as if one has nothing to do with the other.  Bounced back and forth by our mainstream
and so-called alternative media, between privacy and security with one political
party having a near monopoly on the manipulation and exploitation of fear and
doom and perpetual war at home and abroad.  I don't have to mention the name.
This is the party of endless financial and religious Endtime disruption.


Ivy League universities and low paid researchers were able to skim large amounts from
CIA black budgets while believing they were patriots contributing to some greater cause.

Dr. Sydney Gottlieb, who led the MKULTRA program, apparently found out differently
and eventually said publicly that his work in this program was effectively useless.
For once, and contrary to all published reports, he was probably telling the truth.

Gottlieb, of Jewish-Hungarian parents, was born in the Bronx as Joseph Scheider in 1918. He received a Ph.D. in chemistry from the California Institute of Technology. A stutterer from childhood, Gottlieb also earned a master's degree in speech therapy. He had a club foot, which kept him out of World War II, but did not prevent his pursuit of folk dancing, a lifelong passion.[1]

(Being rejected from the WWII draft was considered the worst that could happen to a draft age male of that time.  That and having an early stutter made for the perfect fanatic by way of over compensation.  From speech therapist to folk dancer to chemist and poison expert to Project Aquatone...)

In 1951, aged 33, Gottlieb joined the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA).  As a poison expert, he headed the chemical division of the Technical Services Staff (TSS). Gottlieb became known as the "Black Sorcerer" and the "Dirty Trickster."[citation needed] He supervised preparations of lethal poisons and drug experiments in mind control.

In April 1953 Gottlieb became head of the secret Project MKULTRA which was activated on the order of CIA director Allen Dulles. In this capacity, he administered LSD and other psycho-active drugs to unwitting subjects and financed psychiatric research and development of "techniques that would crush the human psyche to the point that it would admit anything".[citation needed] He sponsored physicians such as Ewen Cameron and Harris Isbell in controversial psychiatric research including unconsented human subjects research. Many people suffered serious adverse effects from research financed by Gottlieb and the Rockefeller Foundation. 

Gottlieb was the liaison to the military subcontractor Lockheed, then working on Project Aquatone for the C.I.A. which would later be known as the U-2 spy plane. In 1953 he procured a Safe House for L.A.S.D. (Lockheed Aeronautics Services Division) which would have easy egress for secretive affairs.[citation needed]

By 1955 the project had grown so large that a new procurement was needed. At this point subproject 27 was merely a funding subproject which combined all previous subprojects, including those involving LSD, payment to Sandoz, magic and the art of distraction John Mulholland's manual (subproject 15 magic support, Mulholland Supplement) and the procurement of more LSD (subproject 18) but it continues on to include almost 150 known and documented subprojects
including a microwave gun and the search for alternatives to LSD which lead to the later programs like Project MKCHICKWIT, most of which focused on South America and mushrooms.[citation needed]

The present reality of "non-lethal" acoustic neural weaponry has duel function:
1) remote frequency stimulus or depression of brain and body for 6-8 months of sleeplessness.
2) enabling a one and two way neurohack by way of scaring the living crap out of the victim.
Then a continuing nightly psychic driving where every word is spoken in textured unison
"driving" an e-filtered mix of simple wordage thousands of times into the brain and psyche.
The latter is done routinely, programmed step by step, probably cannot be done randomly
without preparation of a given neural template but who is to say?

Remote, "action at a distance" means directing frequencies that "touch" and that particular
touch may or may be subtle enough not be felt on the skin.  Sound frequencies can adjust,
stimulate, depress specific areas of the brain and body and psyche without, let me say again,
without physical contact and be felt consciously or not.

The implications comprise every paranoid's and public/ private security interrogators wet dreams come true.

*My guess is the above is monetized by exchanging recorded data responses to extreme unrelenting stimuli and psychological stress and torture, for a share of the Dept. of Defense budget. The above, it will be said, is impossible.  Apparently not.  Can I be fooled?  Yes. But after awhile the veil and what's behind can be guessed at and inferred based on the probable not the provable.

(*Not to mention the little known taxpayer subsidization of private contractor pensions/ healthcare for contractors in subsidized federal projects.)

Looking for on-line proof for this blogs contentions?  Good luck! You will see plenty of YT
PR salesmen imitating seriousness or insanity creating deliberate doublethink smokescreens by
the thousand.  This manufactured confusion is where paid and unpaid contractor actors create, fabricate their own opposition and then attack their own creation and vice versa with 
both sides "winning" both arguments.  Rent the Matt Damon movie "Promised Land" 
to see how corporate American contractors operate when dealing with average people, 
in that case, on the issue of fracking.  It is amazing to see it unfold even as fiction.  Yes, 
I still see it as amazing which I shouldn't. 

"Us", in all too many cases, are people pretending to be freedom loving civil 
libertarian "good guys" in opposition to "Them" "bad guys". "Us" and "Them" 
are frequently one in the same when it comes to some on-line double-think