FROM THE WIKI ENTRY:
In a system on a chip, peripherals are incorporated into the same integrated circuit as the central processing unit. They are still referred to as "peripherals" despite being permanently attached to (and in some sense part of) their host processor...
Now what does the William Gibson novel "The Peripheral" have to do with anything?
And why was he in the same NYC subway car late 2014 standing over me with
another guy about his age about a month after I bought his book?
Coincidence? I'm not prone to the other thing.
He just happened to be wearing the same outfit as his photo on the back of the book.
I kept saying what I find myself saying all too often these days, "Is it? Nah, can't be...
(too old) except that it is...couldn't be." It was. He was doing publicity in NYC at
the time with recorded YT interviews.
Are the people I see biological machines from the future with uploaded consciousness
like in the story? No. His vechicle is metaphor and allegory. Mine isn't.
So who what when where why? Good questions all. Herein lies madness or the
appearance of same. The following is what is seen carried out in the Penn-South
section of NYC. The numbers involved on the operating end are beyond anything
natural or rational.
Very similar to a previous blog entry via Wiki regarding unwitting volunteer CIA
Harvard programs of the 1950's: "The unwitting undergraduates were submitted to what
Murray himself called "vehement sweeping and personally abusive" attacks.
Assaults on their egos and cherished ideas and beliefs were the vehicles used
to cause high levels of stress and distress to Murry's unwitting guinea pigs.
The above is not now and never was confined to Dr. Murray's very intelligent but
susceptible Harvard crash-test dummy undergraduates that included Ted K, later
known as the Unabomber. No human could be anything but susceptible when
subject to what I can only approximate because it cannot be adequately described.
Force and physical contact with the target happens on occasion but is avoided because
it isn't needed. Physical force is replaced by a kind of non-stop visual waterboarding
assault by way of a real world imposed augmented reality. One reason for doing
things this way is that it conveniently overrides any local or government laws
regarding something so quant as legality or rights of individuals in the U.S.
Complaints, lawsuits meet impenetrable walls of disbelief.
24/ 7/ 365 surveillance indoors and out. Completely undetectable, completely
unprovable and always dismissed by the automatic default position of
insanity or paranoid delusion.
(Automatic reactions like, "now who is going to go to all that trouble?"
"You must be a special kind of guy?" "A "center of the world" narcissistic
paranoid persecution complex kind of guy?" No, in no way exceptional,
don't want to be, don't want attention, and don't want any part of this stupid
Some attempt at characterising these completely unnerving, human+++ "peripheral"
types from "central casting" are listed below. (I would say from Comedy Central
because that is exactly what it sounds like. I would say that except for the fact that
these very high functioning morons are completely serious and the above three
plus-marks after the word human are completely applicable and accurate.
USEFUL AND UNUSEFUL CONTEXT:
Everything described in this blog is not confined to any particular time period.
However it manifested itself in the West and in the U.S. in the 1960's as well as today.
I had no idea at the time but I suspect, without proof, that the Macrobiotics, Bioenergetics,
Sri Chinmoy, Bubba Free John, Sachidananda and many other organizations were completely
serious as far as their stated intentions and completely rigged after a certain point. Was it
government that was doing this? Doubtful. Federal cooperation at the very top is assumed.
The groups in question had excellent PR depending on the image they wanted projected.
Whether miracles, badboy radicals operating on the bleeding edge complete with
reported orgies (fake planted rumor?) or relatively conservative but with the guru's
in question following a possible unwritten script which involved getting "caught" taking
advantage of female followers while otherwise prescribing celibacy. IOW, deliberate
negative PR campaigns as an offset to being an object of worship and fame.
Did I say that guru's getting caught with the females was scripted? Many guru's, leaders,
celebrities, some of the very rich (Mel Gibson) seem to be obliged to manufacture some
kind of large scale seemingly deliberate public humiliation or downfall under the guise of
sex, mental illness or substance abuse or all three. The humiliation is real, but in many
cases the people being brought low get to control how and what is made public. A kind of
imposed voluntary karmic balancing act. In addition are the many who went wild
in a drugs, sex, jubilee bacchanal kind of way and paid no price or who really were
surprised when their world fell apart. What is reported and what actually happens are
two different things.
This would account for many "new age" groups of the 1960's - 80's and also I suspect most
"deprogrammers" of same. IOW, and so typically, a perverse PR game has the public
coming and going. In other contexts, large scale drug smuggling on one hand and for-
profit high-end rehab treatment centers on the other. Coming and going. Does that qualify
as "sweeping unproven contrary generalization and accusation"? I think it does and
I don't say it because I'm attracted to contrary conspiracy theories to make sense of the world.
I present unproven claims like the people accuse. I also seem to say 'but mine are better.'
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_height - Human height?
Overarching characteristics of the people involved: (some applicable to any group)
More extremely tall people of both sexes than I or anyone would consider normal or average.
Women over 6' 1" in flats are not unusual. Males 6' 4" and over are not just seen now and
then but constantly. I briefly spoke to a woman who looked to be in her 70's, easily over
6' 4" who might have been related to a girl of average height I worked with and went
with back in 2002 (who licked her pasta sauce off her plate in a restaurant). The older
woman was the only one I can remember in that age group and that tall which means,
of course, it happens and who cares?
Extreme height is one example of what happens when extremes are made to become
routine across age groups, sexes, races or nationality. (And it will be said, "well,
of course, tall people stand out and are noticed and what's the rumpus already?")
Nephilim? Is that the thought I'm supposed to entertain? Biblical offspring
"sons of God" and "daughters of men" before the Deluge of Noah? Referenced
on many biblical sites and on additional fringe internet sites all but telling the viewer
'we are faking delusion and extreme religiosity and we don't mind if you know it.'
Did I just say faking delusion? And how do I know that? Am I assuming motive?
And who am I to call something fringe or absurd when writing something like this?
Besides being a retired 6' boomer, probably look 40's - 50's, average health, lazy,
anxious, no medication, no nose rings or ponytails, no shaved head, dreds, drugs or tattoos.
Altogether, pretty dull despite or even because of the nonsense in plain sight that ismade to seem like a no remedy reality to adapt to or not. It doesn't seem to make any dif.
All the negative aspects in the last paragraph are the programmed constants of visual
extremes that I experience day in and day out. Far in excess of what is characteristic
of my or any big city neighborhood. My age might suggest someone projecting or
is having trouble coping with the disruptions of changing attitudes etc.
I can take more than occasional crowds, loud music, can cope with differences and
disruptions that are part of or exceed the average persons day to day experience. I'm not
talking about anything close to the normal day to day. What I am describing is "unpossible"
except that nothing written here can now be considered by me to be in any way exceptional.
Many of those I am trying to describe favor vegetarianism (as I did for many years).
Nothing unusual there. "They" seem to eat little, sleep little and have no particular
interest in sex unless called upon to take on an outrageous outdated 1980's punkish,
split kneed, sexually suggestive attitude or ambiguous appearance. Contrived appearance,
contrived ambiguity with none seeming to mind having a forced or contrived look.
I would use the Kurzweil term "spiritual machines" to describe what I see, implementing
every move to perfection.
Obsessive cleanliness is a common factor. Sleeping for two hours strains the immune system.
This is compensated for by a perpetual boot camp lifestyle of obsessive exercise or hyperactivity.
Keeping everything extremely clean seems to be a way to reduce immune stressors and a
way of keeping busy, keeping active. Normally very commendable.
A contrived overly polite manner and an emphasis on public service (well gee, what's wrong
with that?) also seems to be used to counter any deliberate weirdness in appearance
and to enhance the impression of being average upstanding citizens beyond reproach.
When ordering in a store women make a point of speaking in overly polite
exaggerated little girl "up-talk" tempos. Or clipped tones of "yeah yeah." I hear
raised voices in restaurants as if mimicking what women are supposed to sound like
around alcohol while raising the decibel level for restaurant employees not to mention me.
Guy's take on deliberately fake vocal fry, mission control talk or else the opposite,
gay effeminate mannerisms and speech over and over beyond any Google IT employee norm.
Women that I went with for some months always did something publicly beyond
inappropriate. Licking pasta source from a plate in a restaurant. Putting a bare
hand into a restaurant buffet. Wearing big cleverge in very cold way below freezing
weather. Completely covered in 80 degrees.
The multiple messages from these different women besides get lost:
'I don't operate and have no need to operate as you do.' 'My purpose is to disrupt,
keep your distance.' None were the result of mood, eccentricity, jokes, or lack of
intelligence. They did it for a reason and I never took their unspoken advice.
A kind of routine hyperactivity is emphasized. Putting on a gross amount of
weight and taking it off or going in the opposite extreme. As a guess, not being
in constant motion invites some kind of automatic direct or indirect negative feedback.
They are big in music, art and meditation and at the same time, lying and deceit exceeding psychopathic compulsivity. Martial arts skills acting, entertainment, improvisation,
crossword puzzles, PR, propaganda and manipulation of sound and language.
All of which are typical of certain populations and not any kind of smoking gun.
In summery: a 1960's or 1980 retro appearance, varying degrees
of physical deformity, too many doofy looking bearded white street people
dreadlocked, tattooed, homeless, begging and then alternated with their opposites.
Grossly over developed over-amped military types with arms and chests so large
(like turkeys) they are forced to move or pretend to move in stupidly exaggerated
marching usually by themselves. Seen and encountered until replaced by something
equally monotonously repulsive not in kind but in frequency.
The unstated overriding "gangs talking" (gang stalking) message is like something
Buddhist or like a Dylan or Tom Petty song, "Like A Rolling Stone" or "Free Falling."
Notions of security or personal enjoyment are nullified with the person on the
receiving end made numb to same in ways described below.
"There's something happening here" and I do and do not know what it is and not
because my name isn't Alex Jones. (When the unknown Dylan first came to NYC
he just happened to share a place in the Village that had one of the larger personal
libraries of poetry books to draw on)
Maybe he too experienced some 1962 version of the following in his travels:
Extreme visuals used to replace physical contact. Attacking his cultural identity
by visual means beyond extremes and beyond anything considered reasonable.
Reason or moderation seems to be considered commensurate with cowardliness
or mediocrity to be avoided at any cost.
This is very close to the movie "Jacob's Ladder" without combat based PTSD or
the Hollywood elememts of demons, drugs, psychosis, or hallucination. Accounting
for that, this movie, which came out in 1990, was not originally written as fiction but
to depict something all too stupidly real.
The lead character Jacob is stabbed in the stomach by one of his own men while in
Vietnam. I had sternum to pelvic bone surgery in 1985 for intestinal blockage.
One of the girls mentioned above left me immediately after. The extreme guilt depicted
in the loss of a son was also duplicated in my case but not in the same way. I was
never in combat but I served during the Vietnam period and the post combat scenes
described on this page are all too similar and beyond coincidence or any desperate
need on my part to make sense of my life by comparing it to one of the strangest
movies ever to be made. ("Wow, I can identify, Tim Robbins' Jacob Singer is about me,
I'm somebody, I'm blah blah blah") (Saw Robbins playing street hockey in the park
on sixth and Houston St. a few years ago looking bored out of his mind, nothing close
to his age and unrecognized by passersby)
Nothing that I see in public is as it should be but, at the same time, nothing looks
flagrantly out of sync to casual observers. All can be seen as classic ______(fill in the
symptomatic blanks) or just crotchety old age or dementia.
(Am I having some kind of paranoid breakdown confusing reality with fictional
movies? See, I'm even talking (or typing) to myself. Evident lack of insight.)
Of course, none of this depends on my mood, selective attention, particular
preoccupations, hallucinations or dislikes. I have long since stopped questioning
my senses, or thinking I am having a bad day, month, year or life.